An Old New.

I have blogs but I never had one. 

My life is so not interesting to blog about 

or maybe I'm just not so good in describing the best out of the normal. 

Read my previous blogs when I was trying to clear my blogs. 

That was a good recall of how I came across this year. 

Just this year of the Wabbit (Which I used to call it in my blog) I had the biggest ups and downs. 

Like not much know, I'm not someone who really do shares my things when I speak everything. 

No secrets in me but they are still bits and parts which no one could get access to them. 

I do not hide, I cover. 

I want a matter. Yes I do. Who doesn't? 

I want to be a matter to you. Maybe this is the real reason behind all the emoness I had all along. 

I don't really know myself. 

I want to love, not scared nor shy to announce. 

I want to love, and being loved in return. 

I tried to learn how to love. 

I seen couples complaining and some even broke up. 

I learnt what I see and hear. 

I tried my best to learn to be the perfect boyfriend in every girls' mouth. 

I really put much effort of thinking in that. Just thinking and planning since I do not have the chance to do. 

Leaving the result of my lesson for my next post. I'll definately be updating this. 

I want the future me to see how childish I once were.