I didn't really love you, I just wanted you to be the one I love.

Love is romance.

I want to Love, and being loved.

Love
Something I wanted to learn.
Something I couldn't know much.
Something I never get to know thou it is simple.

Starting a kid
I learn from Dramas, Stories, Quotes, Articles, and even real life experiences. 
I learnt to be a restless warrior  
I learnt to be the one prepared at all times. 
I am but I'm not so. 
I am prepared but I'm not needed. 

I learnt from Dramas that girls love romance
But reality is not what I can manipulate. 
Or maybe preparations were just insufficient? 

I learnt from experience
Girls need care 
But who am I to care? 
Who needs my care? 

I learnt to be the perfect boyfriend in girls mouth.
I learnt to give up anything for her.
I learnt to avoid games in my life, every second of mine is for her.
I learnt to put her above everything.
I learnt to protect her from flirty guys.
I learnt to punch to lay judgement on those who hurt her.
I learnt to immune punches just to shield her.
I learnt to be the one giving her supports.
I learnt to be the one staying up to hear her silence sleeps.
I learnt to keep my distance with other girls if I had her.

If only I had her. I learnt many things to love the girl I wanted to.
Maybe I was wrong all the time. 

I didn't really love you, I just wanted you to be the one I love.